Start School!!

20 May, is the starting of my life in TAR college. Say goodbye to the life in high school n say hello to college life. This year wesak also no mood n atmosphere to celebrate coz i m quite bz to prepare for starting school. Actually i find that i really hard to addapt to this new life. How to say?

Firstly, the ppl in college all very matured, especially the seniors. Dun look like juz big us one year only. I dun think my thinking can keep up with the standard of mature. I wanna chase up but at the same time i dun want. Coz i dun wanna be so matured. I scared i ll hv 'dai gou' with ppl smaller than me. I like to communicate with smaller ones so i scared i ll be too matured. Wat should i do? So mao dun. Should i be a double faced ppl？I duno if i can do it.

Next, i hv get use to spot question n dunno how to rely on myself to read books. Everythings in college hv to depend on myself. I dunno if i can do well in exam or not. Plus to continue on my scholarship, i hv to get 3.85 after two years!! Wow!! So stress! N i hardly talk in english, how can i speak well in college?

New life, new challenge, I think i can cope with it. Gambateh! The four days orientation week is a very good experience. It sounds like camp.THere r forty groups all together n my group name is SEED, the brand. The variety show is so quality, n the most unfogetable scene is one of the couple kiss on the stage in the hall in front of thousands of ppl!! Wasai!! Haha!!