Disappointed

This post was posted in 11 june, however, there will be some change. I ll write below.

Today, i went to the first activity of the Buddhist Society in TAR. B4 that, i got see the promotion activity done by this society in orientation week. I can see this society has oredi become very worse. So, i juz hv a very keen heart to join juz to try to do my best to save it. But after the first activity, my heart become cold.

I juz saw few members, very few. At first i tot the members will be all cold cold , quiet one. But then i find out they r over acting! They juz pay no cooperate, n a bit supersticious. We will nian 3 times namobenshishijiamounifo, then he juz say y dun wanna nian da bei zhou, he say this is the basic, n ask the chairman whether he know how to nian or not. the chairman say he dunno then that guy juz say u can retired liao, duno da bei zhou. Wasai!! He say we can do many activity like chanting, san bu yi bai, fang sheng. Ei, u think we all old man ah. No wonder no ppl wanna join this society.

I also very disappointed with my frens. They hv experiences in Buddhist activities like this but they juz all refuse to join. Say that dun wanna diikat with religion. Wat kind of excuse is this!! Urghhh!! Now juz me only, how can i save this society especially from those crazy ppl. Got heart but dun hv power.

**** updated news after the second activity****

I finally see some ppl with kebolehan. Coz that day i hv to design banner. Then got one guy that is quite handsome also, haha, finally incharge of this things n i can see how he seperate work to all of us. Wat a good leader. N i also meet the chairman of confusian high school buddhist society. Also a normal guy. N that 3 crazy guy juz sit a back doing nothing. Haha, hopefully the chairman will see thier unnormal condition n hopefuly wont pass his throne to them. With juz these few normal ppl, i finaly hv the confident back. Gambateh!!